madmaryholiday replied to your post: If you post any weight-loss centric content on…
does that include things like weight-training stuff and lists of “healthier” food? fitspo stuff, i mean? i know i reblog some of that sometimes, but i can make sure to tag the hell out of it if i do in the future. triggers are…yeah. my apologies.
i don’t know, that all sounds fine, but fitspo can be vicious. obv you’re free to write whatev, it’s your blog, just putting it out there - am not a fan of “omg trying to lose weight is so hard but so worth it” bullshit, is especially triggering and saw a lot of it today for some reason. although i did start following a lot of random people one night when i couldn’t sleep so that probably has something to do with it.
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madmaryholiday replied to your photo: Today, I made myself sit down and work on the…
eeeee congrats! wish i could celebrate with you folks, but i’ll have to settle for sending massive good vibes at you.
thank you, love
TW: scab picking, compulsions, self harm
madmaryholiday replied to your post: tw: scab picking, self harm (not really but…
i do that, too. @__@ to the point where i have a ton of facial scarring and scarring on my scalp. my arms are also getting that way, too. it’s kind of maddening, isn’t it?
it really is. i’ve actually done it since childhood. when i go through my harry potter books, there are little blots of brown-red on random pages from when i’d pick at my scalp or head while i was reading and press my head to the page when the blood welled up.
i also have a lot of scarring from it.
i can’t believe i’ve never really actually like…said that out loud or admitted it like this before.
madmaryholiday replied to your post: Went through a phase where a pack lasted me a…
wooooo chemical addictions. godspeed.
furreal. i often stop or cut back drastically but always come back. whatever, there are worse things.
